Refocused Energy

add some meaning
give the gift of joy
inspire an individual
spread kindness
help the community
and most importantly
create memories
it's the holiday season
what a perfect excuse
christmas settings
sipping my spiced latte
what does the festive season mean to you?

I had my blogmas content lined up and organised, however, that little voice inside me was constantly nagging me in the back of my mind. Why are you creating mediocre posts? she said. Just to follow trends or be a part of the crowd? That's not you, it's time to take a step back and channel that energy elsewhere. She continued, be happy with the content you produce so you're actually excited to promote it, otherwise, there's no point in spending time and effort if you don't push it to the people.

When there's an absence of emotion, no motivation, what will the results be? Feelings contribute to my writing, but it seems as if they've escaped me. Stuck in limbo, progressing ever so slowly, there needs to be a reality check, mentality shift. In a constant battle with myself, one half in flames, the other in gold. Some days of joy, followed by destruction. Sounds muted, visions blurred, a state of confusion, what's going on? There's no answer, I no longer know. Can you hear my cry or will you walk past and act like nothing occurred? Swerving out of control, hardly ever here. Trying to elevate from these situations, perhaps I'm overthinking, I'm thinking about thinking, does that make sense? Putting my trust in God and hustling because right now that's all i can do. Remember I tried to build you, I'm not as lost as you think. Crying you want to be great but sleeping until the next day. Why do you do that? Your priorities are mixed, no need for theatrics. Step your game up, there's a difference between a dream and a goal, the answer is a plan.

What keeps you focused and motivated? 

Until next time, stay blessed and classy,